people i grew up with in high school

(we were in form one,kimberly WAS blur =P, i HAD a petbro....=P shattap! stop!i know i know!!! =p, grace has always been been perfect =>) oh oh! and our Japanese names..hahaha.tbb gla..i miss those days =) i love you guys =) me and kimmi ko still in the same class since standard five..it was depressing grace had to go to a different class in form5..

i would like to take this opportunity to say a few thing that i never had a chance to say and to express about friends..i bet most people love the feeling when they meet up with a new person whom later on we all call friends..i know i have an arrogant face (thank you to those who were honest..since then i have been reminding myself to smile =)) anyhow..i met someone new..not long ago..i loved her as my friend of course..everything was fine..you know the potential best friend kind of thing..not until some time ago where she was selfish enough to keep everything to herself..i dont understand why..have i been mean? i think i've been pretty open to her..everyone makes it seem as though its a battle where some wins and some dies..why couldnt it be like last time..i remembered many things me, grace and kim went tru..we were fooling around to the max! we shared so many things =) no competition..we took it as a responsibility that we have to fulfil to make our parents proud and happy of us..but then again that was in lower secondary..now im in my last year of high school..nothing is easy or nice any more..mama told me thats just a minor thing that im going tru and im about to face a more chronic situation after school where people actually betray friendship just for status and job opportunities..it made me realise one thing for sure that in college, i want to lay low..please i dont want no drama anymore..

funny stuff

lish was in to some guy with a click five hair...
it was so stupid when she said he was hitting on me..
i ignored what she said..=P
told you!
you've been over reactiong much! =D

scared

trials 2nd sept
please give me strength....tq =)

Dear god

Dear god,
I think i may have the symptoms of a mentally sick living thing..i feel like crying plus laughing and screaming at the same time...told my friend i may be suffering from a vascular disease..she called me a ding dong (i still love you for that)..i look up to HIM for inspiration..but at times i think its just too much and i may be obsessed or should i say obsessed! (hey what do you know, its the same =)) oh yea..PSYCHO PATH!..i may need anti depressants to stop me from crapping..though i love the life you gave me..=) gosh i feel so much better after expressing this..i should get a personal notebook aye?


*currently listening to lenka's dont let me fall

oh dear god

lift me up

Had biology class on genetics,variations and how you mix two species the product will be something new..lisha was hyper mixing up wired stuff together like for example:

tarzan + monkey = tarkey
elephant + cats = elecats

started laughing when she mixed :

a pitcher plant + a bull = pit bull

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At pasar seni was walking around looking for food then suddenly my eyes caught a guy looking at person..he hurried to chew finish what he had left in his mouth and he said:

"baju hitammm..you menarik!"

Without looking then the person in black said :

"ah! wow awak thank you!" in a man-ly voice

Being a normal human i turned my head to look back at the 'girl' with a confused face...

mistakes...but its okey =)

where should i start..?too many memorable mistakes that just makes me smile..made by yours truly i mean who else..?its like exploring the world by yourself..this year, besides spm, i've done loads of side projects that just cracks people up unintentionally..trust me..im your loyal joker..

one thing i noticed, my relationship with HIM is different than others..more like a sister brother thing..if i were to compare to other people..where they would plan this and that and the list just goes on..as for me..no future plans yet..excluding me doing a-levels in uk...

the stupidest thing i've said to HIM was that i wanna marry an "orang putih" (jokingly! you know just to tease him) =P so i invited him to come along to look for "orang putih" chicks..and he said it would just be more complicated for his family..it just nice to know; i belive theres no good, SIMPLE and HONEST guys left and as for him its vice versa..hahaha..(ape nak jadi niii?)

so every one i know is now driving..as for me? after spm would do..theres no rush for me..=)

trials is around the corner( dyinggg..only chance to apply for scholars and everything..i belive if your trials is good and you maintain your pace you'll do great for the real exams so i totally forgotten about prom.. this time im serious!) everyone is talking about prom.. so people are like bla bla bla prom bla bla bla prom..gee i dont know if im going..everyone told me to go..(sudi jadi prom date..?tak de maknanya pun) i prefer to sit back relax and watch a flick with HIM maybe..but i wouldnt know if he's free any more.. i doubt it..but its okey..=)

thats it for today i guess..and jia en! i didnt go swimming kay! i was too tired i slept on the couch at the apartment...=)

always remember that i love you

hang in there baby girl,
just a few more months,
i know you can do this,
be strong as a steel,
smart as a whip,
you wont regret,
this i promise you
as everyone is cheering and waiting for you;
at the FINISHING LINE =)

lots of love from me to you ,3